Reasons So Clear!

Each melody hides the essence of a song


I hoped this was, where I belong

I was not right, but neither wrong:

Ambiguous reasons are often strong!

You hate me so, you want me dead

Are you the child, I lovingly fed?

You flee, to avoid a glimpse of my face

Are you the friend, I used to embrace?

You snatch my money, and run away

Are you the beggar, I helped today?

You stole my dreams, made them your own

Where you rule now, was once my throne

This world neglected me, without a thought

I granted their wishes, they easily forgot...

Today when you need me, I am not there

For now, I’ve made my reasons clear!



Undated (Written a few yrs back though)

You THINK you're in control, till tou start losing that control over yourself again...and after all, adversity at least makes us humble in the end, if nothing else.

The Harvest of Profound Nothingness

I search for a point of reference,

Something to which I can relate

I stand at a chaotic junction,

Where all lies of reality equate

The echoes in the distance,

Resound of a hope long lost

I chased after what was never real

And my peace of mind was the cost

I traded my conscience for indifference,

Because feelings can only give pain

But at the end of all these years,

I realize it was all in vain

I’ve been walking in circles of deception,

Ending up each time where I begin

They never leave me alone with the curse,

That exists in my mind, called ‘thought’

Reaping seeds of bitterness in my soul

Only nothingness, the harvest has brought!

So high on life, I can never sleep
So scared of existence, I can barely weep
When it all wears off, and when morning dawns,
When all that was, ends for good,
When you never really did, that you knew you could..
I search, but clarity I never find
The more I reach out for light,
The more it makes me blind
I thought I'd be shown some mercy
Turns out, fate can be unkind!
Making the same mistakes, once again
What brings me agony,
Also puts out my pain
When life is killing me already,
From death, why should I refrain??