So high on life, I can never sleep
So scared of existence, I can barely weep
When it all wears off, and when morning dawns,
When all that was, ends for good,
When you never really did, that you knew you could..
I search, but clarity I never find
The more I reach out for light,
The more it makes me blind
I thought I'd be shown some mercy
Turns out, fate can be unkind!
Making the same mistakes, once again
What brings me agony,
Also puts out my pain
When life is killing me already,
From death, why should I refrain??